ME

So many times Death has threatned me.
To go away with him to his land to see.
But every time I've stayed behind,
And to my regret later to change my mind
He'll be back probly very soon
with the comming of an empty or maybe full moon.
My answer again will be "no"
I'm not done in this world,I'm not ready to go.
And yet agian I will regret
On my own life I'll make a threat.
For that is the way life is for me.
Please don't be afraid or sad for me.
I've taken this much, I can take more,
Even though I'm both phisically and mentally sore.
So many decisions, so few choices
I can never seem to forget all these voices.
So as I close my eyes for the night
My mind floods with ideas with much might.
To bottle them up deep down inside
Find a good place for them to hide
For they were never ment for others to know
Because they would understand just what makes me so.
My pains and fears are only for me,
for no one else tfor them to see.
So in my closing I'd like to say
I try to live my life day by day.
Choosing & deciding between wrong & right.
Believe me when I say it's one hell of a fight.
So if you don't like what you see,
Fuck you! I'm not changing me!